silvia

experience: may, 2021. costa rica. written: summer, 2022.

a costa rican medium tells me there are seven generations of female trauma on my mothers line and that my soul came to this lineage to heal it. she says it the same way you would tell someone they have something stuck in their teeth. i hear these words and stare blankly back at her and tell her i need to sit with more ayahuasca. she says i can drink all…